Tuesday, December 31, 2013

12-30 Icarus and I

Bruises on my back,
Out of fear he said.

What is it I fear? I replied,
curling into my bruises,
under the white sheets, stained,
with razor thin vines curling black,
red, from the needle piercing, the
pieces of my once-broken legs,
forming.

Bruises on my back,
Out of fear he said.

pulling the silver thread,
through his white teeth,
gleaming, hungry, cutting,
silver needle, flashing,
carved out eyes, craving,

Black feather down.
Black feathers, he held me,

Down. Silver needle,
Flashing.

Bruises on my back,
Out of fear, he said.

I fear what I love,
I replied.

whimpering into the pillow,
of his arms, hiding from,
the bright lights, always whispering,
blotting roses, from my eyes,
while screaming, into his hands,
what I love, suffocating,
 on the black feathered down,
silver needles flashing,
he held me,
down,
out of fear,
flashing.

Bruises on my back,
Out of fear, he said.

Why do I love?

Out of fear, he said,

pushing the silver needle,
through my arching back,
with his hungry teeth,
gleaming in the black bottom,
midnight, of my soles, flaking,
dripping dirt and ink onto,
the floor in a cradling lullaby,
of his hands, crooning, lips parting,
silver thread spinning,
flashing, silver needle spinning,
black feathers, he held me,
down, sewing, black feathers,
bruises on my back
out of love.

Why do you fear?
he said, grinning,
flipping me over,
tucking summer beneath his wings,

silver thread unwinding,
black feather’s unfurling,

pushing me,
off the table,
out of his arms,
out of love,

silver needle,
silver thread,

-again.

12-29 I Love You, Sometimes

I love you... sometimes,
but I love you,
Tater, love,

I do this, I did this,
out of love,
sometimes, but I get,
lonely, like you,
out of love, sometimes,
I do this, but I love you,
Tater, love

I place my heart in you.
I placed my heart in you.
I should have asked.
But I didn't, now you feel,
my heart placed in you,
when I should have asked,
but I didn't, because,
I need to be loved, sometimes,
when I am lonely, like you,
I need to be loved, but I do this,
out of love, and I love you,
Tater, love,

You placed your heart in me,
You placed your heart as me,
when I didn't ask,
I didn't want to ask,
now I feel,
your heart placed in me,
when I should have asked,
but I didn't, because,
I was afraid, I couldn't,
love you, sometimes,
when I am lonely, like you,
who also needs to be loved,
held, loved, but I do this,
out of love, and I love,
you, Tater, love,

I love you... sometimes,
but I love you,
Tater, love.

12-28 All The Little Birds

All those little birds,
say he-ey,
hungry rabid filthy beasties,
picking at my carefully spun
gold embroidered
spider-strung threads,
pulling and choking,
my precious music boxes,
precocious pantomiming,
beady-eyed bastards,
I've got eight legs,
tapping an appetite,
on the window,
where you play,
little birds...





Saturday, December 28, 2013

12-27 Autumn Throws A Tantrum

I wouldn't follow me,
down this rabbit hole...

the woods I leave behind,
grow a hollow,
in my other heart,
I wouldn't follow,
me,
would you?

I've hung red ribbons,
on their branches,
lazy blowing, skeletons,
dry to swallow,
in the wind,
but I wouldn't,
if I were you, follow,
and hang, screaming,
in the hollow,
red ribbons flickering on the wind.

but if you do, follow,
be careful the amber sunset,
lanterns floating face up in my wake,
dark and shadowed laughter,
careful the gallow,
I create,
if I were you, though,
I would not,
follow,
and float these dreams awake,
to laugh in the darkening hollow,
shadows I create.

I wouldn't,
follow,

me,
but would you?











Friday, December 27, 2013

12-26 Mr. Behr Gets A Scarf For Christmas

Virginia, listen,
he said sweetly,
peppermint on his breath,
nutmeg in his beard,
eyes a-fire,
with the twinkle of champagne,
Virginia,
he said,
barely containing,
a chocolate kissed bowl,
full of a crashing dishes,
Virginia,
Yes.



12-25 Casual Words

traffic horns, blaring,

can't she see, I'm
trying not to listen,
trying not to hear,

two, 
date, 
you,


I tighten the leash on my dog,
frowning,

casual words in my champagne,







Thursday, December 26, 2013

12-24 Advice For A Rainy City

and,
you know what they say about advice,
it's like ice,
dry-humping,
my whiskey,
this girl gets weak,
in the knees,
melting into your glass,
until,
the water-works of this rainy city,
distill the flavor,
of my sharp restless,
tongue,
but I'll toss this out there,
with a laugh,
yeah, with a laugh,
sunshine,
dripping from the last,
of those rain-strained dregs,
of yours,
just pour me another,
and this time,
babe-

hold the ice.