06-22 Undone

I am not him.

screaming as loud as my heart dares

I AM NOT HIM.

but I am scared,

so I look away,
while straight men,
gay men,
muscle their pants,
to the floor,
apathetic,
to the panting,
wolf pack,
that paces,
circling,
circling,

forming,

the silk of my mind,
twisting in orange, green,
black and grey,
around my neck,
tighter,
tighter,

tighter,
I whimper,
tighter,

spinning me,
in the round,
round and round,
he grabs my arms,
spinning me,
to let go,
in the round,
round and round,
circle
of the pack,
spinning me,
watching me,
letting go,
leaving,

the

unraveling,
undone,

you can't cry

undone.