7-8 For Josh- Ten Years Too Late

I wrote this letter to you years ago,

when you were a new beautiful to me,

in a letter,

that I found,

that told you how beautiful you are to me.

I didn't realize that it was you,

I was writing too,

all those years ago,

Or,

I would have given it to you, maybe,

I was/ am shy

Yet…

In my hands are words

that tell me I am falling in love with,

someone,

who doesn't exist anymore,

someone,

who has already moved on,

to love someone,

 who didn't write this letter,

how could he?

Who was I then?

Who was I then to you?

Yet…

today, when you sang,

I heard his voice,

and,

and,

and I wanted to tell him, I can,

hear his voice with a poem in a letter,

that he is loved, 

ten years too late to hold him,

ten years too late to remind him,

how beautiful he is,

with a kiss,

ten years too late to tell him,

that I am falling for him,

and,

I don’t understand how,

don’t mistake me,

please don’t mis-understand,

you, today, are amazing-funny-cute-adorable,

but,

this letter isn't to you,

it’s for him,

the guy with the voice,

the one I heard today,

ten years too late,

and

can you let him know,

I am sorry I didn't send him this letter,

and can you let him know,

that he is still,

forever always,

beautiful,

to me.